Well, I fell off the wagon. I vowed to keep up my blog in 2009 and I failed. But in my own defense we have had more than a few happenings around here.
First off, I guess the biggest news is that we are very unexpectedly expecting our fourth child September 1st. You should know that when we decided to pull our paper from the China program over the summer and be content with our 3 sons...I SOLD EVERY BABY THING I OWNED! ALL of it! God has a great sense of humor and lets you know in little subtle ways that he is in control of our lives and not US! We are all now very excited about this new blessing coming our way (and just the teensiest bit happy that I stood my ground and did not let Steven get that vasectomy just yet) However, the blog took a back seat because the last 7-8 weeks the nauseau and vomiting has been anything but pleasant for me. Well, after one trip for IV fluids, 13 pounds lost, and lots of Zofran and Phenergan, I am starting to see some slow improvement. I am even putting makeup on again! I am just shy of 13 weeks and am starting to see a small belly appear. I have moved to maternity clothes. I could button nothing although most people cannot even tell I am pregnant. However, I am a small girl at a size 2 so it did not take long even with the weight loss for things to get tight around my waist. It is all starting to feel real now. The pregnancy was such a shock that I kept thinking I would just miscarry. Well we have seen the little bean twice on ultrasound now and all is well.
I have no idea what I did in life to deserve getting to marry the best man on earth. I love my husband more than I could ever put into words. He is the most selfless, loving, godly family man and I hope that I convey to him each and every day how much he means to me. Although I know there is no way that I do.
My man loves the country. It is the way he was raised. He dreamed of buying a small plot of land and moving his family there where there was lots of space and room to roam. Enter our plan to move to Owasso and build our dream home. We moved to our new home we built ourselves on October 15th last year. I thought it would be a good compromise for us because although rural, it has some city elements
(SHOPPING) and I thought I could adapt. Friends, I am a city girl. I have tried to like Owasso but sadly I just do not. I miss my friends. I miss my mom. I miss Broken Arrow. First and foremost we are really disappointed with the school. Both of us agree on that front. Our kids are bright. I know I am their mother but they both read and do math 2-3 grade levels above their age. Steven and I both believe education is paramount for our kids. We want them all to go to college and have been saving since their birth to help them acheive that goal. The school they are attending in Owasso has not academically challenged them in any way. They never have to study and are easily making straight A's. They are both in gifted and talented and it is not a challenge either. Their previous school was amazing. The academics, The parent involvement, the amazing staff...every aspect!
We are moving back! I am praising God that we sold our home we built and have already purchased another home. We are moving back to Broken Arrow March 30th. My husband has been amazing. He has set his own wishes aside for what is best for his family. Financially he plans and takes care of us so well that even in this horrendous economy, we can make this move and we are financially stable. I am so grateful our marriage is so strong that we can take these blows and the stress of moving yet again and we are going to be just fine. No check that...we are going to better! I am just so grateful.
Everyone wants to know what this baby is. Of course we do too. Everyone in our lives is hoping this baby is a girl. So many people have said to me "THINK PINK"
Truth is...of course I would love to have a daughter but just as much I would love to have another healthy little boy. Bottom line I want what God has planned for us and nothing more. I am very excited to start shopping though and decorate another nursery. I am dreaming about it!
Okay...I have rambled enough. I am hoping to be a more regular Blogger. My husband got me a fantastic new Canon Rebel camera for Christmas that I have been too sick to teach myself to use..but I am dying to learn to take great pictures before our new blessing arrives! Wish me LUCK!